Embarrassment

Today I am having a low day, and I’m not quite sure why, nothing particularly has happened that has got me into it but I seem to be getting this feeling more and more often and I don’t like it. It could be how useless my football team is deciding to be at the moment (a loss against Roma may send me over the edge), it may be being separated from friends, family, and loved ones it may be a few disagreements I have had with people recently, it may be a severe lack of funds or it may be something completely different but all I know is I need to snap out of it. I made this decision after watching a rather depressing episode of skins on the internet and deciding to go crack open a bottle of bud. I am now on my 6th and its 5o’clock , I’m seriously considering finishing the crate of 15 tonight and the 2inches of rose left over from last night and the half a bottle of Cobborah red that’s been sat in the corner of my room since Friday. With my first bud I put on One more time by Daft Punk and Cry for you by September (their new one is quite a happy song as well) and it did certainly cheer me up. I have since played them again and another few classics loud whilst searching you tube. I did make a tit of myself though as on the third playing of cry for you I got to my feet and started dancing.. now when I say dancing it was a kind of moonwalk/chicken dance/arm swinging mess that I am sure a few of you will recognise. I looked up to see a student doctor at my door, I had completely forgotten that because I have been home alone for the weekend I left my door open after going to the fridge for my beer. Luckily he is a freak as well and he made a strange gurgling noise raised his hand and buggered off to his room…I shut the door and continued. After tiring myself out from dancing I have now started spinning round in circles in my wheeley chair whilst drinking a Budweiser as quickly as possible. It certainly gives you a head rush but I have started burping rather violently now so may stop….it did bring back memories of J downing a bud on bud cup a few summers ago.

In summary I am still in a very odd/depressing mood but now I am slightly tipsy and have done the physiotherapy profession no favours with the Doctors.